hmm alright finally an update....hehe yea i know Daniels been bugging me about it :P just kidding but yea an update. Well summer school started and thats been alright and now its time to register for next quarter. Thanks goodness i was able to get all the classes i wanted so im fine with next quarter :D so all good. Oh and then there mark whos been nice enough to send me all this music!! hehe there your in it, happy now?? haha so that basically how things have been going just got to wait for the weekend. Its ganna be fun!! :) So many things to do but all fun.

alright i guess on to stuff thats been bothering me....well im feeling a bit confused about thing going on with my life. Im really glad that i have been able to get closer to Eileen in the last couple of days due to certain things that once again brngs us closer. Plus shes moving back to covina so yay!! :) But that is not what im confused about. I really don't know what i should be doing in this situation. Since ive never really been in this kinda of a mess...well not mess but yea you get the picture. So about him, well im not sure how to go about it. I can only hope that things go as i hope and want. Thats pretty much what i can do.....since i have no real say in what he decides right? so i guess i have resolved to this. And i know what i need to do cause i promised Eileen i would before doing anything i might regret. But remember i don't live life in regret instead i learn from my mistakes.....so hope i don't have to make this a really hard lesson.